I really just need to say thank you to everyone for the encouraging comments. I read them in my still nuts everything is crap state and they made me cry and then they made me feel so much better. So thank you. You're all amazing and wonderful.
So I'm still here, still hanging on. I feel like I've lost the momentum that I had previously had. Everything feels like a slog now. The jumps drag on now that I'm not counting and the exercises take so long with so many sets now (not to mention they're super hard now). But I'm pushing through. Head down, not very much enthusiasm, but sticking it out.
Really happy to see you posting again! Patrick has mentioned before the GRIM ENTHUSIASM. I finally know what that means, and it sounds like you're getting a taste of it too. Glad you're still pushing forward!!
ReplyDeleteYes! That's the spirit! And, you are amazing and wonderful for pulling yourself up by the bootstraps and pushing on.
ReplyDeleteKeep going and I PROMISE it will get easier, and even strangely fun.
ReplyDeleteYeah woooooo raaaaaaaa . So glad you are here!
ReplyDeleteGood things will happen.
yay haley! i was just getting ready to email you - SO GLAD to see that you're here!!! fwiw, i also feel like i'm slogging thru the workouts and that they're taking me forever...but hey - you're AWESOME for sticking this thing out. i'm proud of you!
ReplyDeleteHaley, this is momentous!!! Good for you - you are an inspiration!
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