51. Thanks

I really just need to say thank you to everyone for the encouraging comments. I read them in my still nuts everything is crap state and they made me cry and then they made me feel so much better. So thank you. You're all amazing and wonderful.

So I'm still here, still hanging on. I feel like I've lost the momentum that I had previously had. Everything feels like a slog now. The jumps drag on now that I'm not counting and the exercises take so long with so many sets now (not to mention they're super hard now). But I'm pushing through. Head down, not very much enthusiasm, but sticking it out.